She stared outside the car’s window… how beautiful of the moon and its stars brightly flickering in the now velvet sky… as she admired its beauty, she can’t help not to wish that if only she could be like one of those stars.
For at least if she could be like one, her beauty could be appreciated… for at least she could produce her own light… so that she would never feel any darkness in her life.
He on the other side keeps on stealing glances on her… he sighed for he can’t make himself speak to her just like he used to do… the once little guilt that he felt last night is slowly swallowing the whole out of him…
She looks different tonight… his forehead creased as he remembered what happened earlier.
[Flashback]
“Damn Jiyong… that’s your wife right…? San… Sandara…?”
One of his friends suddenly spoke while they were hanging outside the campus… Taeyeon was not around since she didn’t attend school today for she’s sick… last night all he did at Taeyeon’s house was to sleep and accompany her…. But no matter how he tried to sleep, Dara’s face kept on flashing in his mind.
He looked where his friend’s pointing at and saw his beautiful wife walking towards the campus wearing a simple yellow dress… she really looks beautiful despite her simplicity… and maybe that simplicity was the one that brought up her beauty….
It’s as if he can’t take his eyes off of her… his eyes followed her until she entered the campus and that’s when he snapped back to his senses… he looked back to his friend and now raising an eyebrow to him.
“She is right…? Damn you’re so lucky man…! You now have two beautiful women with you…!”
He just kept quiet… but deep inside him… he can’t help but to start getting irritated on his friend talking how beautiful his wife is… but later on what his friends talked about made his blood boiled.
“Damn…! Did you already laid your wife…? I’m sure you already did…! F*ck she still looks so innocent…!”
Then another one from his friends butted in
“Is she good…? Tight…?”
He started to glare at them but maybe they didn’t get what he’s telling them to do… his fists were starting to clench… and their last statement made him snapped out from his sanity.
“Man..! You’re so damn lucky…! If I have her, I would f*ck her all day long… screw this school… I would hump her till she asks no more…!”
His friend proudly said which earned a round of laughter from his other friends… he didn’t find it funny but rather insulting especially to his wife’s part… he doesn’t know why he felt so mad… he lifted his fist and ready to land a punch on his friend but before he could land the punch… out of nowhere Youngbae came and landed the punch himself, causing their friend to stumble out of the bench.
Their other friends were shocked and was about to land a punch on Youngbae but Jiyong’s quick enough to counter their punches… he got lost for all he could feel was anger and the wanting to beat the hell out of his friends.
Youngbae then walked to him and tried to stop him from beating their friends before he could kill them… but Jiyong didn’t stop beating their already unconscious friends.
People started to pack around them… his fists were now full of blood but still he didn’t stop.
“Jiyong…! Stop it now…!”
Youngbae yelled at him and tried to pull him off their friends.
“F*ckers…! Don’t you ever spoke to my wife that way…!”
Jiyong yelled to their almost lifeless friends… Youngbae finally held him up and away from the guys.
“Don’t you ever spoke of her name with your filthy mouths…! I’m really going to kill you next time if you ever show your fugly faces to me…!”
He kicked one on its stomach one last time before Youngabe could completely stop him.
[End of flashback]
His face still has some bruises from what happened earlier… until now he doesn’t know why he did that… it’s just that his blood completely boiled up once he heard his friends talking about his wife…
He doesn’t even know since when he did acknowledged her to be his wife… he thought of the chance of him being jealous but shook away the thoughts immediately… he felt that he’s slowly getting insane but maybe it was just all because of stress.
“Why are you wearing something like that…?”
Finally he broke off the long silence inside the car… he looked at her from head to the end of her knee length dress… she was startled by his question…
She looked at him which is now looking at her but then she quickly look away and back to staring outside the window.
“I said why are you wearing something like that…?”
His voice sounded mad but not as mad as he usually sounded… she’s starting to get irritated and at the same time wondering why he’s asking her that question… she looked back at him once again and anger is in her eyes.
“What do you care…? I could wear anything that I want…”
She replied to him… his eyebrow raised… he’s surprised with her tone… no… he’s surprised with her answer…and that it’s slowly becoming her habit to talk back at him… which he’s not liking it…
He saw her stared outside the window once again… he’s starting to get annoyed at her once again but suppressed himself for he really doesn’t want to do what he did to her yesterday… so then an evil smirk appeared to his lips.
“Ah… yeah… you’re right… I don’t care… but do you think you look beautiful wearing those kinds of dresses…? Pfft… do you think Youngbae will finally notice you if you wear that…? Dream on… flirt…”
He rolled his eyes and slumped back to his seat… Dara bit her lower lip to suppress herself from bursting in anger… but she just can’t take it anymore… he insulted her once again.
“What’s your problem huh…? If you don’t have anything good to say… could you just shut your mouth…? I’m tired listening to your insults Jiyong…”
His eyes totally went big… she talked back at him once again… and now making him to shut off… but before he could answer her back… the car stopped for they have arrived in the mansion… which caused him to be pissed more.
Just like yesterday, she quickly went out leaving him in the car… as much as he doesn’t want to do those things to her again, she's really testing his patience and maybe it’s still not enough for her what he did yesterday…
He quickly marched to their room to where she is… He ignored every person in the mansion and didn’t even care if his parents are at home…
Once he saw her inside… he quickly grabbed her arm to make her face him… her expression is really mad right now which made him feel a little bit uneasy…
“What’s your problem huh…?! Since when did you start talking back at me…?!”
He yelled at her… she glared at him and struggled away from his grip and managed to break out.
“You’re my problem…! What…?! Are you going to rape me again just like what you did last night…?! Fine..! Do whatever you want…! As if I could do anything about it right…? I’m just your wife…! You’re freaking sex slave right…?!”
He was taken aback… wondering why she’s being like this…he can’t even answer her back… it seems like his anger is turning into confusion.
“What…? Or do you want me to strip for you…?!”
She continued as she started to take off her dress but he immediately stopped her… he pushed her to the wall and pinned both of her hands on the wall… and with that tears from her eyes started to roll down on her cheeks.
“What the f*ck is happening to you huh…?”
He shook her and bumped her back on the wall over and over again… she continued to cry and after a while she finally spoke.
“I’m tired… I’m terribly tired now Jiyong…”
She said weakly… she bowed her head down as her tears continuously poured out from her eyes… creased on his forehead increased and his brows are now connecting… he felt a pinch in his chest as he heard her say that… even though he keeps reminding himself that this is what he wants… to see her in pain.
He let go off her… turned back as she slowly slumped on their carpeted floor and still crying…
“Stop it… stop crying…”
He ordered her while his back’s facing her… he just stood there listening as her sobs slowly went down and finally after a while she completely stopped from crying.... silence... both of them is just waiting for each other on who would break off the silence once again.
“Go fix yourself… we still have to eat dinner…”
He finally spoke... He turned to her… now wearing a calmed face… he watched her as she wiped her tears off while hugging her knees… he looked up at him and she looked like a child with both of her cheeks are now red because of crying.
He sighed as he bent down and pulled her arm for her to stand up.
“Go take a shower… you look like a mess.”
He turned around and was about to leave the room when she spoke…
“What happened to your face…?”
Her voice trembled… he felt her slowly walking towards him… he turned back to her and saw her looking straight at him with worry in her face… the pain in his chest is starting to get worse… thinking if she’s really concerned to him or deep inside her she’s laughing at him for finally he looked pathetic in front of her right now.
“Have you been into a fight…?”
She continued… he just looked at her and thinking if he should tell her it’s all because of her… but in the end of course he didn’t… he doesn’t want her to think that somehow she has a place in his life…
“Go take a shower…”
He didn's answer her question but instead ordered her once again and with that he turned around and went out of the room not waiting for her answer.
For at least if she could be like one, her beauty could be appreciated… for at least she could produce her own light… so that she would never feel any darkness in her life.
He on the other side keeps on stealing glances on her… he sighed for he can’t make himself speak to her just like he used to do… the once little guilt that he felt last night is slowly swallowing the whole out of him…
She looks different tonight… his forehead creased as he remembered what happened earlier.
[Flashback]
“Damn Jiyong… that’s your wife right…? San… Sandara…?”
One of his friends suddenly spoke while they were hanging outside the campus… Taeyeon was not around since she didn’t attend school today for she’s sick… last night all he did at Taeyeon’s house was to sleep and accompany her…. But no matter how he tried to sleep, Dara’s face kept on flashing in his mind.
He looked where his friend’s pointing at and saw his beautiful wife walking towards the campus wearing a simple yellow dress… she really looks beautiful despite her simplicity… and maybe that simplicity was the one that brought up her beauty….
It’s as if he can’t take his eyes off of her… his eyes followed her until she entered the campus and that’s when he snapped back to his senses… he looked back to his friend and now raising an eyebrow to him.
“She is right…? Damn you’re so lucky man…! You now have two beautiful women with you…!”
He just kept quiet… but deep inside him… he can’t help but to start getting irritated on his friend talking how beautiful his wife is… but later on what his friends talked about made his blood boiled.
“Damn…! Did you already laid your wife…? I’m sure you already did…! F*ck she still looks so innocent…!”
Then another one from his friends butted in
“Is she good…? Tight…?”
He started to glare at them but maybe they didn’t get what he’s telling them to do… his fists were starting to clench… and their last statement made him snapped out from his sanity.
“Man..! You’re so damn lucky…! If I have her, I would f*ck her all day long… screw this school… I would hump her till she asks no more…!”
His friend proudly said which earned a round of laughter from his other friends… he didn’t find it funny but rather insulting especially to his wife’s part… he doesn’t know why he felt so mad… he lifted his fist and ready to land a punch on his friend but before he could land the punch… out of nowhere Youngbae came and landed the punch himself, causing their friend to stumble out of the bench.
Their other friends were shocked and was about to land a punch on Youngbae but Jiyong’s quick enough to counter their punches… he got lost for all he could feel was anger and the wanting to beat the hell out of his friends.
Youngbae then walked to him and tried to stop him from beating their friends before he could kill them… but Jiyong didn’t stop beating their already unconscious friends.
People started to pack around them… his fists were now full of blood but still he didn’t stop.
“Jiyong…! Stop it now…!”
Youngbae yelled at him and tried to pull him off their friends.
“F*ckers…! Don’t you ever spoke to my wife that way…!”
Jiyong yelled to their almost lifeless friends… Youngbae finally held him up and away from the guys.
“Don’t you ever spoke of her name with your filthy mouths…! I’m really going to kill you next time if you ever show your fugly faces to me…!”
He kicked one on its stomach one last time before Youngabe could completely stop him.
[End of flashback]
His face still has some bruises from what happened earlier… until now he doesn’t know why he did that… it’s just that his blood completely boiled up once he heard his friends talking about his wife…
He doesn’t even know since when he did acknowledged her to be his wife… he thought of the chance of him being jealous but shook away the thoughts immediately… he felt that he’s slowly getting insane but maybe it was just all because of stress.
“Why are you wearing something like that…?”
Finally he broke off the long silence inside the car… he looked at her from head to the end of her knee length dress… she was startled by his question…
She looked at him which is now looking at her but then she quickly look away and back to staring outside the window.
“I said why are you wearing something like that…?”
His voice sounded mad but not as mad as he usually sounded… she’s starting to get irritated and at the same time wondering why he’s asking her that question… she looked back at him once again and anger is in her eyes.
“What do you care…? I could wear anything that I want…”
She replied to him… his eyebrow raised… he’s surprised with her tone… no… he’s surprised with her answer…and that it’s slowly becoming her habit to talk back at him… which he’s not liking it…
He saw her stared outside the window once again… he’s starting to get annoyed at her once again but suppressed himself for he really doesn’t want to do what he did to her yesterday… so then an evil smirk appeared to his lips.
“Ah… yeah… you’re right… I don’t care… but do you think you look beautiful wearing those kinds of dresses…? Pfft… do you think Youngbae will finally notice you if you wear that…? Dream on… flirt…”
He rolled his eyes and slumped back to his seat… Dara bit her lower lip to suppress herself from bursting in anger… but she just can’t take it anymore… he insulted her once again.
“What’s your problem huh…? If you don’t have anything good to say… could you just shut your mouth…? I’m tired listening to your insults Jiyong…”
His eyes totally went big… she talked back at him once again… and now making him to shut off… but before he could answer her back… the car stopped for they have arrived in the mansion… which caused him to be pissed more.
Just like yesterday, she quickly went out leaving him in the car… as much as he doesn’t want to do those things to her again, she's really testing his patience and maybe it’s still not enough for her what he did yesterday…
He quickly marched to their room to where she is… He ignored every person in the mansion and didn’t even care if his parents are at home…
Once he saw her inside… he quickly grabbed her arm to make her face him… her expression is really mad right now which made him feel a little bit uneasy…
“What’s your problem huh…?! Since when did you start talking back at me…?!”
He yelled at her… she glared at him and struggled away from his grip and managed to break out.
“You’re my problem…! What…?! Are you going to rape me again just like what you did last night…?! Fine..! Do whatever you want…! As if I could do anything about it right…? I’m just your wife…! You’re freaking sex slave right…?!”
He was taken aback… wondering why she’s being like this…he can’t even answer her back… it seems like his anger is turning into confusion.
“What…? Or do you want me to strip for you…?!”
She continued as she started to take off her dress but he immediately stopped her… he pushed her to the wall and pinned both of her hands on the wall… and with that tears from her eyes started to roll down on her cheeks.
“What the f*ck is happening to you huh…?”
He shook her and bumped her back on the wall over and over again… she continued to cry and after a while she finally spoke.
“I’m tired… I’m terribly tired now Jiyong…”
She said weakly… she bowed her head down as her tears continuously poured out from her eyes… creased on his forehead increased and his brows are now connecting… he felt a pinch in his chest as he heard her say that… even though he keeps reminding himself that this is what he wants… to see her in pain.
He let go off her… turned back as she slowly slumped on their carpeted floor and still crying…
“Stop it… stop crying…”
He ordered her while his back’s facing her… he just stood there listening as her sobs slowly went down and finally after a while she completely stopped from crying.... silence... both of them is just waiting for each other on who would break off the silence once again.
“Go fix yourself… we still have to eat dinner…”
He finally spoke... He turned to her… now wearing a calmed face… he watched her as she wiped her tears off while hugging her knees… he looked up at him and she looked like a child with both of her cheeks are now red because of crying.
He sighed as he bent down and pulled her arm for her to stand up.
“Go take a shower… you look like a mess.”
He turned around and was about to leave the room when she spoke…
“What happened to your face…?”
Her voice trembled… he felt her slowly walking towards him… he turned back to her and saw her looking straight at him with worry in her face… the pain in his chest is starting to get worse… thinking if she’s really concerned to him or deep inside her she’s laughing at him for finally he looked pathetic in front of her right now.
“Have you been into a fight…?”
She continued… he just looked at her and thinking if he should tell her it’s all because of her… but in the end of course he didn’t… he doesn’t want her to think that somehow she has a place in his life…
“Go take a shower…”
He didn's answer her question but instead ordered her once again and with that he turned around and went out of the room not waiting for her answer.
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